He treats me the way I deserve to be treated, loves me for who I am, and cares about me like no one else has.
It’s a strange feeling… Connecting with someone sober. I’ve never done it before.
I’m worried because I’m still sick. 60 days clean doesn’t mean I’m fixed, or even close to sane. I know what I need to do in order to be successful in my recovery. And now I sit here and question if a boyfriend will distract me from my goal, and over time take me back out…. I’ve hit a block. It’s a decision I have to make on my own, but will I do what’s right or do what I want?
Obviously I know what I need to do… But will I do it?